What a feeling!

Long time back i swore not to get into any relationship, since all one can get is pain. Then one day, just like that somebody walked into my life. I was too scared to admit whats going on and a part of me was all set to ignore and just believe that this is a phase which is going to pass away. I was thinking I was crazy to have the feelings I was begining to have for him, I got really angry on myself and started convincing myself against what i was feeling. All I know was there is some connection definitely from the first time we had a talk.

Then the day came when he expressed his feelings, i was scared of disappointment and was scared wheteher we'll be able to sail through??!!!

And now a year later, when we are going strong and I am sure that I have found true love, that true love surely exists, that this is one person who will stand by me whatever may happen, that this is one guy with whom i can spend my whole life, that i would love to grow old with guy, that i love him like crazy...

Sam, thanx a lot for walking into my life that one fine beautiful day.. I know our relationships have gone through many ups and downs, but i know all that has happened brought us so close to where we are today... All I want to say is that I LOVE U..

My life

Life's hard.. It gets really hard when you don't know where is it going, and what eactly u want in life or where exactly life is heading for.. Then help comes from where u have least expected.. I know, I know that's an old saying, but the truth! When I thought my life is a pure waste, I got a friend who was more than just being there. It was strange to me as to why somebody would sit with me till late in the night to hear some wierd stuff, that does not make sense to myself!! But she did! And that was just the begining of our strange friendship!
I was wierd and strange and irritating and what not, but 'coz of her i got to know what exactly my life wants from me.
Phew! no, not another story.. It's almost everybody's story. Everybody feels low at some level or other.. Some need emotional support and help, some don't. And I'm not afraid to admit that I am the one who needs support and don't want to be left alone.
Well I am glad HE sent me right support at the right time.
Even if i owe my life to u, my dearest friend, that won't be enough..
'Coz u led me to all the good things that happened to me..